I am ill, that kind of ill that makes you feel crap but not ill enough to justify staying off work! Tonight is the new Harry POtter, and despite being told by my students that it only got 3 stars- I know I will love it no matter what, hard core fans just want to see their imagination being realised on screen!
I'm also going on my first official blind date this Sunday, awkward! I kind of wish it was summer, as I never know what's appropriate to wear in winter, I just wear jumpers and look like a bulky snowman- not a good look for a first date! I've got dinner this week, drinks next week and then the best date in a few weeks- ice skating, cupcakes and prosecco in Somerset House- sounds awesome. I don't overly mind if I don't like him after the first date, free fun is always a good thing hehe! So, is it casual dinner jeans and a nice top or a dress affair?!?!?
On a seperate note I met up with Lucien last weekend- to celebrate his belated 21st birthday (I know I know, I'm a cradle snatcher). As per usual we ended up spending hours together, getting drunk and having some amazing in depth conversations. Once we'd gotten past joking about our future children it took a bit of a serious turn (a thing that rarely happens for us) and we both said we loved each other. After 4 years of being in each others lives, and it made me feel like a flipping teenager again.
Other than George, Lucien is the only boy I've ever looked at and immediately felt something for. I never normally 'fancy' people, but with Lucien it's different. Maybe it was the idea of the game, the illicit nature of our first meetings, but over time that feeling still hasn't gone away. It freaks me out!! I don't do long distance (he is in Manchester), he also has a gf, and yet he's planned our Christmas meeting as the time to 'reconnect on all levels' (cough cough)! I know I should just walk away and do the sensible thing, but the emotional connection is worth it with us, we have a strange but amazing bond!
A level exams were this week, 2 of my groups got A grades (woo), I felt like a proud mum- I am really going to miss this year group once they go- I feel like I need to protect them and help them... it doesn't help that I've had a lot of tears this week with the exams, the kids had a lot of stress. But we got through, they realised their tears were in vain, and that they were actually great performers!
Players want to petition against Ian directing Rent and get me to do it- it feels like a sorority or something, as much as I'd love to direct that show- I don't want it to be brought about through something that will further divide our group... so what to do?! How can I tell my friends to calm down and stop being so, well, dramatic!
Anyways best be off- got to go home and get changed to go see HARRY POTTER!!!
Love Fallen xxx |
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