That is basically me right now- I'm shattered, and all my plans to go to Bromley after school are rapidly dying out as all I can think of is my nice warm bed...
The play went well, I forget how much I like performing- the adrenaline, getting to become someone else and sing my heart out... but then there's the drama and the fact that Tom turned into a 13 year old bouncing all over the place and trying to take the limelight from everyone (director included)!
Took people back to mine Friday and the vibe was totally different, Mick was watching the Godfather but we invaded and he eventually went off to bed and then Mike tried to come down to look 'cool' but ended up just looking a bit weird- we tried to talk to them but I don't think my friends really mix with them (just like I don't)!
Anyways this weekend Adam and I went to Bluewater and mentally planned our dream home, I love fantasy shopping, I used to do it a lot as a kid at places like ikea- but this dream plan could actually come true!!
We've actually started working out a budget and where we'd like to live- I've looked into mortgages and deposits etc, and from the end of July we will officially start looking. Bex thinks its all going too fast but then back it up with the fact that her parents relationships all fell apart (bar one)... Viv at the play then backed me up by saying that her and her husband of 17 years knew instantly and were engaged after 3 months and that was that, they've been happy ever since... so what do I do??? Follow my head or my heart??! Sensible me knows that this is going fast etc, but practical me thinks this is the best thing I've ever had or could hope for and I love everything about our relationship so why not do what I feel is right??!
Anyways we're going to Rome in 4 days which will be a good indicator of how we'll work together as a live together couple, all I want to do is go to bed now but got my year 10s practical exams followed by a boring as hell meeting- not sure how I'll survive lol!
best be off now as the bell just went, I survived another hour- only got 20 more reports to do and then all of my key stage 3 ones are done (that's nearly 300 reports btw, how nuts is that)!!!
love fallen xxx |
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