So we broke up- we were both expecting it, it wasn't working. he says he has too much going on with work and family etc to be able to deal with all three- and i know i'm not getting the attention i want. So it works out for us both- but it didn't stop it hurting... I just felt rejected; like I wasn't worth the effort... although when dating a teenager I must deal with the fact that teenagers can't deal!!
He did the typical- I'm beautiful inside and out and that it's just timing but if you meet someone new I won't hold you back (IE I'm not going to get back with u but don't want to close the door fully just in case no one better comes along soon), and then I proceeded to look like a giant twat and cried and said I was being selfish for wanting him but ultimately that he was being selfish- hehe!!
anyways I'm feeling better by being at school, have got the kids and the antics to distract me... Lizzi came over and totally cheered me up... I love my friends so much, they're always there for me... he says he wants to be my good friend and that he'll always be there for me (he didn't text me as a boyfriend so i'm not gonna hold my breath that he'll do it as a friend)- I don't want/ need anymore friends, I have enough to last a lifetime.
love Fallen xxx |
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