Well gone back classic as couldn't even read my last entry!
Can't believe there are only 4 days left before we break up for Christmas holiday, too many essays to mark and get back to kids, and year 10 GCSEs tomorrow (can kiss my evening goodbye)!
Only 4 weeks til Bex and I move into our new house with Adam, still reserved bout living with Bex, just due to my OCDness getting worse. I'm just not good round people at the mo- for example Lizzi invited me to a photo shoot today but the thought of intense Lizzi and her Only Child Syndrome was too much so I said I was busy!
Here I am, chillaxing in my room, trying not to start reading Beedle the Bard as I know I won't put it down if I do start!
I'm a little worried at myself for putting more and more distance between myself and everyone, needs to stop really! Was reminiscing today whilst having my yummy bath, thinking about how every weekend would be based around George in my teen years (or Daniel), part of that was cool, always having a guarenteed social circle, but also left no time for me! I love just chillaxing, doing chores and having fun!
My parents got pissed off at my stuff still being in there house so today I am organising it, just found my book from AS level, and I've gotta say, I'm not that bad at art!! It's been way too long since I've done it but I think I could have gone on to do proper stuff!
Anyhoo best be off for now, work party on Friday was illuminating- instead of socialising with the people my own age I preferred hanging out with all the people over 30- more interesting conversation, and more coherant due to copious amounts of alcohol lol!!
Love Fallen xxx
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