quick entry before work- Adam came over last night, he now looks like Dracula with his haircut, I couldn't face the awkward conversation due to the fact that I am in a perpetual state of sleepyness- all I want is to stay in bed for a day and shut off everyone an everything... so now I know I don't love Adam but I think I'm postponing breaking up with him to avoid awkwardness and probably, selfishly, to stop him being with someone else (which is awful I know)...
so my diet has epically failed, I made cakes last night and have effectively got fatter, but the tiredness means going to the gym is the last thing I want to do... so what do I do?? I need to lost half a stone in 8 weeks- easy I know- but I just can't get the motivation to actually do it! Help me!!
Right best get back to planning work etc,
Love fallen xxx |
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