So I’m really looking forward to half term now, geekily I’m really looking forward to getting all of my chores done- I get a sense of calm and satisfaction when I have cleaned my house or organised my clothes etc… so that is my plan- to further declutter my life… most likely/ hopefully due to moving in a few months- I really just want my life to be organised and not have so much to take with me.
I’m also trying to broaden my friend horizon- especially if I’m going back to singledom, trying to make sure I see my friends as often as possible- but not just the same friends- I think it’s really important and healthy to have a wide range of friends… so it’s uni girls, Bromley Players people and then old school best friends this weekend and next week!
On an exciting front I mentioned to Sarah my BA flights this summer and she’s going to see if her boyfriend can upgrade us… I have flown premium but never first class- the idea of that kind of luxury does excite me, although you have to think really carefully about what to wear- the OCD girl in me is already trying to plan my outfits etc, more so that I don’t over pack rather than because I need to know now what I want to take! It’s 10 weeks exactly until I go- so that’s 10 weeks of hardcore gym action and I would say at least 5 weeks of eating very well- bring on the salads and veg! I hate that I’ve lost the will power I had as a teen to just not eat until I’m actually hungry- I have turned into such a grazer, picking and snacking all the time!
On the Adam front I’m pretty sure now that the feelings I have are not really love- he annoys me more then he makes me happy, that can’t be a good thing… I’m just not in the mindset of having a boyfriend, which probably isn’t healthy… but he keeps thinking that everything is great and that we get on really well, I don’t understand how he can see the world with such rose tinted glasses.
Right best get on with some actual work now- got a few free periods to get marking etc done, how exciting!
Love Fallen xxx
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