Ok so I am going to NYC again in a month's time, so excited- also a bit nervous as this will be the first time I've ever been on holiday alone!! I am very excited as I will have Adam to hopefully hang out with, and then Teddy, Dave and Joe (of our band) have already booked the studio, so I must look after my voice- I'm going to see a baseball game by myself and potentially go to a spa day to relax etc. It's going to be heavenly...
But Holly is pissed that I'm doing all of this without her, I feel I need to break away though from people- a lot of my friends seem to be getting angry with me for not being good enough for them- so I need some alone time to reconsider what the friendship is about, and how genuine it is! Not in all my friends obviously, but one or two of them have been starting to be a drain every time, not really what I think a friendship is actually about...
Got invited to another wedding last night- why are all my young friends getting married??! It's definitely not something I want- but I guess having someone there would be nice. The guy I met this weekend, Adam, who I thought at first was just a quick conquest- is actually really nice... he's planning on cooking me a meal etc, looking forward to seeing him, and seeing if it could go anywhere- there's also Bex's work colleague Guy- don't know if we have a spark yet as only been chatting on facebook... I don't get how people can fall in love on line, its so de-personalised, weird.
Anyways other than that I've been crazy busy but still enjoying everything- Lucien's still texting me every day- my only concern at the moment is how I'll feel about my new housemates- Mick (the bus driver) is moving in this Friday and Mike (the gym guy) a couple of weeks after- what if I don't like them? WHat if they're messy??! What do I do?!?!??!
Love Fallen xxx |
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