I know its been an age but I needed a quick vent! I found out last night that my recently married friend is pregnant, I obviously congratulated her, but it made me realise- wow- I really want to go out and have fun, as she now can't get drunk, be stupid or generally reckless!
Then as if my initial reactions weren't enough I had a nightmare about it last night- I was in hospital and had only 2 hrs 33 mins (crazy dream) til I was giving birth, it freaked me out so much I woke myself up! So many of my friends are now settling (and I guess I am in a way), getting houses and getting married, having kids etc... I can't handle it! I don't want responsibilities like that- but I feel I should want them!
Fallen xx |
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