well it seems I'm the only one left out of the infamous 4 who writes in here regularly, maybe i'm the only one who still needs to regularly vent in order to feel OK, but it doesn't really matter seeing as it makes me feel better in the long run!
Ok so I have successfully got myself a new boyfriend who is ridiculously good at texting me and saying the right things and making me feel wanted... again I've gone for personality not just shallow looks (not to say he's ugly or anything but I'm trying to better myself)! He's only a couple of months younger than me, is a personal trainer, a trained massuse and 6 foot 3 so I can wear heels again (yay)! Lets see how long it takes for me to screw this one up- fingers crossed it takes longer than my track record of a couple of months!
It's the year 13 prom tomorrow and I feel like a geek going, my Drama kids asked me to go so I said yes and then realised I know like no teachers (well 4) and only 20 or so pupils out of a coluple of hundred!!! Aim is to just get drunk and have fun! I've got people coming over in the day on Sat and Sunday to show Mick how I live. Mick is the name of my new housemate btw, the one who's old enough to be my dad, smokes and is divorced with kids older than my brother... I'm finding it hard to live in the same house, 1- because I've got so used to living by myself and 2- because he's just so not someone I would naturally get on with so it is like being back at my parents and hiding out in my room to avoid awkward and unnecessary conversations... how much does that suck- feeling awkward in your own home!
Oh well, I hope to cement my place this weekend, I hope that Adam doesn't come home drunk tonight and try anything on as it will kill me... I don't even want him sharing my bed as I need a good night's sleep and don't want to be pissed off for work tomorrow!
Anyways best be off, got lots to sort out for tomorrow!
love Falllen xxx |
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