Well I am so excited about the year 11, 12 and 13 pupils going... as newly appointed head of key stage 3 in Drama I want to revamp all of the schemes of work ASAP so I don't have to do it over the summer!
I have also been reading more into my travels this summer- going nearly 3000 miles across America will be fun, but only spending a couple of days in each city could be a bit stressful. |My plan is just to do what I can and not stress over getting everything done- my aim is to get a feel for the different cities and see if I realistically could ever move to another part of the world (although let's be honest, its not that different from England). Ending in NYC is going to be good as well, getting to see Teddy and Adam and spend time shopping and not having to worry about touristy things!
I do want my future now- today I emailed Adam about not being sure if I'm in love with him (so I can't chicken out again) and about not even being sure if we're friends etc, even though we're going out. He tried to sound all cool, but its almost like I could hear the panic in his tone, its not cool. I really don't know what I'm going to do but we've decided to give it a couple of weeks and that's it.
Boys just string me along (him aside) which is probably why I was so drawn to him to start with, someone who's not a dickhead for the first time ever! Lucien says all these lovely things still but I know he's a player, Brett is only interested in one thing, and my silly crush is literally that- silly!
Tonight we start rehearsals for Boogie Nights, part of me is looking forward to it but part of me is worried- I can never commit to things like they want, mainly because I have an actual life that doesn't revolve around amateur Drama- so it sucks!
Love Fallen xxx |
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