when things r getting hard talk 2 some1 u know who cares dont just say fuck it all and end ur life lay off the drugs i cant stand losing my friends mainly this way chris y did u have 2 go this pain in my chest i cant explain my heart aches 2 be with you i miss you so much i waz looking forward 2 seeing you this summer and now i cant i didnt even get 2 say goodbye or c u before u done this i think about u all the time im ready 4 the day when i get 2 c u again even if i waz 2night im ready i want 2 be with u and talk like we use 2 but i cant anymore and its killing me im still crying many tears over u i fake a smile @ skool so ppl think i am fine but when i get home thats when it hits me the hardest not being able 2 get on fb and talk 2 you not being able 2 call im trying 2 stay strong but i dont know how much longer i can plz keep a good watch over me i need u more then every right now well night chris love u and miss u so much |