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ForeverLost's Diary
by ForeverLost

My biggest Secret.

12/19/2008

I've been though alot in the past few months. I joined the military in Febuary of this year. I went to basic trainning in July. In August I was raped by one of my superiors. This resalted in the immidate dishornable discharge of attacker, and the discharge of me and thus so far the end of my military carrer. I still struggle day and night with the horrors of him inside me. Even with my fiance here by my side it'ss still hard. I just wish I had the power to get over it.

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Oh my god. I'm so sorry. *hugshugshugs* I wish so much that I could do something to make you feel better.

[-kay|0 likes] [|reply]

Sounds like you've had a rough year I hope the new year brings you happier times.

[K♥Crown|0 likes] [|reply]

That sounds rough. I'm sorry.

[xo heather|0 likes] [|reply]

sounds like you had a rough year, is there anything i can do to help? all the best with your marrige.

[forgottenfreakStar|0 likes] [|reply]

No love you dont. I know it sounds pessamistic, but you never do, you learn how to live with it, how to cope with it, and most of all how to be happy with that living inside you, join support groups, even if they are online ones, they help!

[MindizzleStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I'm sorry that happened to you =( I can only imagine how hard it must be, but at least you stood up for yourself and got him discharged. That's more than a lot of people would have been able to do, and although I'm sure it's not a huge consolation, you should be VERY proud of yourself!

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

sweetie getting over it, and getting it out of your mind are two different things. Have you seen a therapist? A support group? Look for a rape crisis center!

It has been 4 years since my last rape, and I still have night terrors about it, not as often but I still have them. It will always be with you. It is a part of you, you can either let that part defeat you, or you can use that part to make yourself stronger.

[MindizzleStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I assume he had to register as a sex offender, though, right? Because that will follow him around for life

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

im so sorry!

[take me there|0 likes] [|reply]

Because it will help you deal with it my dear

[MindizzleStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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Happy Birthday, =]!

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[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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