strike
sooo i was right. the stupid stick in my arm is causing issues...yay for crying for no reason! so imma give it another week and if im not sane by then imma get it taken out... if it did something physical i probably wouldnt mind that much but i cant live with bein abnormally emotional. im not used to acting like a girl lol.
which should be fun... taking it out it harder then putting it in. (thats what he said)
annnd steve said this morning that untill he has surgery on the 20th we should only see eachother on the weekends. which is fine he needs to keep up with his work. but ill probably be working on the weekends... so we shall see how it goes. we have expected to not see eachother at all before and it hasnt been the case.
and i told him he was invited for thanksgiving, which i was excited about cuz some of my cali family was gonna be here. but because of my dumbass brother he would rather spend it with his grandma. cool. which means my brother is going to strut around thinking he's won. i understand why steve feels uncomfortable about goin but i dont see why he wouldnt trust me that nothing is going to happen, and if it does it wont go very far cuz i have prisin guard for an uncle and hes gonna be surrounded by people who r already fed up with him and ready to let him know. i dont think he knows how important this is to me.
which means every single family function imma have to go through this and end up sitting in the corner glaring at my brother pissed off and thinking gee... my boyfriend could be here if my brother wasnt such a selfish prick.
no its cool... i dont want the man i love to get to know my family... psh who would want that?
great there goes the hormones again...
today is awsome.
imma go be emotional.lol
later.
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