So, my boyfriend 'broke up' with me today in school. This is what happened...
We got into this stupid fight about how he's always an asshole towards me when his friends are around. Let's just say that the fight escalated and some nasty things were said.
Well this morning in school he just kept putting me down saying how I treat him like shit and all this other stuff, that isn't even true. While he's doing all this, I'm just sitting there with my mouth shut, because I'm not trying to make a scene in the school hallway.
However, it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore and said, "If you're going to sit here and say all this nasty shit about me, then why don't you just break up with me?"
So he said, "Fine, I'm done, I'm breaking up with you." As soon as he said that I turned around and started walking away, but then he was like, "No, wait!" However, I kept walking.
He's the type of person who, when mad, says things that he doesn't mean to say and this was one of those things.
Every class after that he kept trying to hunt me down in the hallway, but I continuously ignored him.
I know that later tonight he's going to call me a thousand times and beg me to forgive him, because 'he didn't mean it'. Oh, if I had a dime for every time I heard him say that, I'd be rich!
Well, it's whatever I guess. I'm not upset at all right now, because I know that he didn't really mean it.
My main concern is whether I should play this out or not. What I mean by that is when he calls me tonight should I pick up the phone and forgive him or should I keep ignoring him and when he asks me why, say it's because he broke up with me?
Now before you think that I'm being a bitch, you have to understand all the shit that Andrew puts me through. I mean I love him to death, but lately it's as though he thinks he can do and say whatever he wants to me and he thinks that I won't do anything about it. It's like he has become too comfortable with me or something.
I don't know if that makes too much sense, but all I know is that in the early stages of our relationship he used to treat me like a queen and now he's constantly an asshole to me.
I feel as though instead of just forgiving him, I need to make him work for it. Like he should prove himself to me.
I just hope that this time I can actually go through with ignoring him, because every time I say this, I always end up forgiving him and brushing the whole thing off.
Well, I'll be back on later to tell you what happens. Byyyyye! |
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