A post before I head to b

12/03/2008

A mini blowup …
So I kind of have a bad temper.
Blew up at my parents today because I’m getting so frustrated.
It was actually kind of funny.
I freaked out and yelled at my mom (which I feel terrible about cause she’s sick).
But I basically told them that I love Julie.
And that weather they like it or not, she’s at least coming home for Christmas.
We need a trial run.
I need my damned dog. She’s my baby.
So I yelled, Crazy yelled, Daddy looked confused, I yelled some more.
Then I stormed into my room and slammed the door.
Cause that’s mature.

This I heard through the door just after.
Daddy: “When did she get like that?”
Crazy: “Huh?”
Daddy: “I mean since when is she so damned stubborn?”
Crazy: “What planet have you been on for the past 25 years? That’s our daughter.”

The poor old man is so confused lol.

This is odd …
I’m actually currently in a good mood.
Which is odd because my uterus hates me hard core right now.
And work was uber lame.

But I got to see Pete.
And that boy makes me smile.
He sent me a text yesterday to hang out but had to cancel cause of work.
But he wanted to know if I could hang out tonight.
Which we did.
Thus I am happy.
Something about spending time with him makes my life seem less sucky.
And when I said I wasn’t feeling well and why… he turned me around and rubbed my back.
Cause he’s just kind of awesome like that.

Anyway… have some pictures!
I told someone that I would post a picture of the scarf that I made myself this year.
I need something to do when my nervous fits (not quite full on panic attack but close) hit.
I get so jumpy and can’t sit still for the life of me.
So I learned how to crochet.
I can’t knit for the life of me.
Anyway this is my scarf for the year.


I used the white yarn with the fur and then got a pretty multi colored yarn that’s really fuffy and soft.
It’s warm and kind of looks like a muppet exploded.
I’m happy with it.


This is Julie.
I had to post at least one picture of her.
Casue this was on Monday and when she saw me in the kennel she litteraly lept into my arms.
She went home with Heather over break and I didn’t get to see her.
Apparently she missed me so much she was willing to yank the leash out of her walker’s hand, charge across the kennel and jump into my arms.
It was really cute and almost made me cry.


This is one to give you an idea of how small she is.
Yes that’s me.
It’s a bad picture. But I don’t care.
It’s got my Julie in it. So it’s okay.

Any way I think I’ll head to bed.
Cause I’m about to fall asleep.
If only that nice boy were here so I could use him for a pillow.

That’s kind of my favorite thing by the way.
When we can spend the night together and I’m all snuggled up with him.
It makes me smile in my sleep.
I’ve also noticed that I sleep better when I’m with him.
No nightmares where I wake up screaming or kicking like I’m fighting for my life.

Real live teddy bear that Pete is sometimes.

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