All signs point to....Preggers

10/27/2009

So... what does it mean when all three test that come in a pack are positive?
And one of them didn't even take the full three minutes to give the results?

So I guess I'm kind of pregnant.
Damn.

It's a weird feeling.
Happy/Scared... I told my mom that I might be. I'm going to go down to the clinic at a local hospital with my friend Stephie tomorrow. Cause they do tests for free.... and I need a Dr to tell me I'm not crazy.
I mean I know... I feel... werid. Not weird bad... just weird.
The heartburn has dissipated somewhat... and I'm only queasy in the very beginning of the morning.
If my math is right, hopefully that will last untill July... when the baby gets here.
It's weird... I think about it and I'm afraid... but I can't stop smiling.

What if he/she doesn't like me?

I hope Pete will be there for it.
I'd really like it if he were there for us really. I do love him.
But as long as he helps support the baby then it's okay.

I've got a good family and a huge group of friends to help if I need it. And I know I will.
It won't always be sunshine and rainbows... but we'll make it through.


P.S,
Babysitting Dibs are as follows....

1)My Parents
2)Valerie (if she doesn't mind)
3)Torrace
4)Chevey