I'm rather random when the mood strikes... and apparent

01/06/2009

So I’ve been thinking.
And listening to lots of music.
Which helps me think… kind of gives me time to let my brain reboot I guess.
I was highly entertained by the fact that when you shake the new Ipod nanos, it picks a random song for you.
So on the bus this morning that’s what I did.
And Penelope (that’s my Ipods name you know) came up with one of my favorites.
Being as emotional as I’ve been lately I almost cried.
It was weird.

But then I listened to the song.
Someday, when I’m a grown up, when I have kids, I’ve decided that one of the middle names will be Grey.
For a boy I’m rather partial to Aiden Grey.
A girl… maybe Vivienne Grey.

Because of the lines

There's an emptiness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in
And though it's red blood bleeding from her now
It's more like cold blue ice in her heart
She feels like kicking out all the windows
And setting fire to this life
She could change everything about her
Using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart

It just kind of made me think… with all the colors mixing together.
Everything in your life adds up to what you make of it. No matter how much you’ve been through, it’s how you react that matters. To me, everything in my life adds up to how I’m going to raise my children. In then end, my life will equal love.





Here’s the video.
It’s also quite lovely.