I did wake up feeling quasi shitty this morning with baby. She decided it was an awesome idea to wake up at 6:30am. She wasn't overly fussy. But she did the cute half asleep babble thing that I love.
Her eyes are still closed and she shakes her head no... and litteraly say no. Repeatedly. Or as close as she comes to it lol.
"Ahhhhhdohdohdoh...Ahhdohdohdoh!" is more like it. All the while shaking her head no like... it's kind of baby speak for "No! Still sleepy! Wanna go back to bed! Five more minutes mom!" like I used to say... pretty much as soon as I started school when I was 5 lol
Thing was this morning, my head hurt and I was kind of stuffed up with super tired eyes. That's what happens when I cry myself to sleep. Which I did lastnight. Cause of that fight with mom.
It was pretty much her having a menopausal mood swing and dumping a bunch of stuff in my lap and being really angry at a lot of people that aren't me but she can't let herself really be mad at them.
Because she's afraid of their reactions.
It's easy to get mad and be mean to someone you know will always be there no matter what.
Not as easy to be the same way with someone you don't think will be there if you do something upsetting.
So I got blamed for a lot of stuff and even yelled back a little but I still ended up feeling like crap by the end of it.
Then I went to physical therapy which my shoulder hates and I ran out of the meds they gave me the last time I was there... so I had a reeeeealy sore shoulder at the end of the night. And a huge headache. That was still there when I woke up.
But at least Elora ate adn was good. Then at about 10:30am she stared getting uber cranky and I figured it was time for a nap. She conked out in about two minutes. It was a super snuggly sleep. When I tried to put her down she clutched my shirt and pouted. But she was still asleep. So even though I promised my PT I wouldn't anymore, I slept with the baby on the couch. For a good solid two hours lol.
Bad for my neck (which is apparently the cause of all the issues in my shoulder) but good for my soul/sanity.
Sanity/soul. Winning. Duh.
After I woke up Krista called and we headed out to get my hair colored. It's got peekaboo pink and purple in it now.
Was kind of expensive, but I love it. I want to go back and get more put in on top depending on what they say at work. I got the peekaboo cause I wasn't sure how they'd react but now that I think about it... there's a girl in hot foods with all purple hair. I mean like an electric violet color too. SO I figure I can get away with a few more streaks lol
Hung out with Krista, went to lunch/dinner at the California Pizza Kitchen in the mall.
That was yummy.
And Elora had blast. Cause out waiter was funny. And cute. No lie. She flirted with him the whole time. Kids has good taste in men lol
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