I haven't been on here in forever. Honestly, I've had possibly the worst time in the past few days. Sunday was father's day. Dad got drunk. I came home from work and got to deal with him meadnering around the house, picking at food, listening to music super loud (at three in the morning when he'd forget to plug the headphones in and wonder why I was asking him to turn it down) and generally trying not to think of what I would do with his body if I lost my temper and killed him.
Just super frustrating.
Slowly making progress in my room. The huge pile sometimes grows again, when I trying to find something and I'm in a hurry. But I'm getting there. Hopefully it'll be clean enough by the end of the summer for Elora and I to move up stairs. Shooting for a big girl bed for her when we get up there. 
Work has been good. They sprung it on me kind of randomly, but I'm getting loads more hours. Especially at Customer Service. Which I really like. I've even closed up there once, and I have another closing shift there next week. I'm not super comfortable counting drawers yet, but I'm getting there. The more I know how to do, the more useful I am, so I'll get more hours.
I think I need to end here and go to bed. i got a total of 45 minutes of sleep last night. That made for a very crank Kerry. I've got a gew days off, so I';ll be catching up on some sleep and remembering how to breath. Elora helps with that. She's very big into A Great Big World recently. Yep. My little nerd listens to really good music. They Might Be Giants, The Greatful Dead, A Great Big World... She's kind of all over the board lol But her favorite song is Cheer Up
This happened when we got home on Sunday (it stands to reason that it's one of the things that kept my dad breathing)
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