Seriously my brain hurts.
A lot.
I still can't decide what to do about school.
I know that if I go for the Pharmacy Technician program I'll just be biding my time untill I can go back and do what I really want to do.
Be a Vet Tech.
I'm actually good at something.
I've found something I love doing.
And I don't want to be the person who wakes up and hates fact that I have to go to work... well that's a lie.
I know at some point that I'll be like
"Shit, I'd much rather stay at home and play with the kids."
But I don't want to hate my job.
And I love working with animals... I don't know.
Crazy was so happy when I said i was thinking about Pharm Tech... I think because she sees it as a more stable career choice...
But is that something that's going to make me happy?
Not sure.
Can I go back to finger painting and thinking the laundry pile could eat me?
Pretty please?
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