Am feeling quite strange.
Heather said she’s pregnant.
5-6 weeks. She’s had a miscarriage before.
But instead of worrying about health care, how she’s going to pay for hospital bills, or what she’s going to do about school … she’s babbling bout names.
Not how she’s going to raise and take care of a baby at age 19, while she’s in school and her baby daddy has no job or ambition in life.
The school thing is totally doable… if you don’t play with radiation.
Which we do.
Seems a little like she wants to hide the pregnancy from the administration.
I repeat…. We play with radiation.
You know… the stuff that can give you cancer?
Deform a fetus?
Give the kid fucking leukemia?
Yeah that.
I don’t even know if I believe that she’s pregnant or not.
I feel mean saying it, but with her home life I can understand why she might either fake it, or get pregnant on purpose.
A baby will love you no matter what.
It doesn’t have a choice.
I can’t even think I’m so tired.
Random entry.
Random life.
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