So work was better than it's been... for about a total of two days.
Then our manager took three days off for training and meetings. And our assistant manager was running the place... pretty much right into the ground.
Frustrating.
And my neck and shoulder are getting worse... but I haven't had time to get to PT in weeks. So there's not a whole lot I can do about it without losing my job... which would make the rest of my life worse.
So I'm just kind of dealing with being in pain most of the time. I can function at least, sometimes I need to take an over the counter pill. But it's not that bad. It's stopped going numb mostly. So I'm okay.
Bright side... my mom said that there's a full time job opening up at the hospital where she works.
One that would be a lot easier on my shoulder.
I think I'll save up a little bit of money and get a decent interview outfit... just in case.
Elora didn't want to go down for her nap today. And I now know exactly why. Apparently my dad doesn't make her take a nap at all. And that's also why she gets so cranky before bed time when Crazy or I try and put her down for bed. Because she's so tired that she gets mad and screams and hits at us.
Blah.
And it's hugely uncomfortable to talk to my dad about it.
Cause he gets really defensive (and actually pretty rude) and says that if I don't like something then I should be here during the day all the time with her.
Which of course he knows I can't do. He also lets her run around and make a huge mess of the living room without even trying to pick up while she's in the playpen or napping (she has fallen asleep by herself before).
It's sad... but I kind of want to put her into daycare for a day or so a week. Just to get her used to it before he gets a job. Which I kind of can't wait for.
Two days a week would get her used to playing with other kids... that might be good.
I'll have to look into it.
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