i have an interview tomorrow, which in and of itself is terrifying, but what really freaks me out is what it means if i get it.
this is absolutely a "when it rains, it pours" situation. no solid job leads for literally years, and now josh and i might both get offers within a week of one another. i also just applied to the hospital in the same city as the clinic interviewing me tomorrow. i have tried to get in there several times over the past few years and have never gotten so much as a phone call, but i figure that with all that has happened in the last few weeks, why not try again? not to mention that one of the women who trained me (and who loves me) is apparently taking over as manager of that hospital's imaging department july 2nd.
of course i'm already 12 steps ahead of myself, wondering which we'll choose if we both get job offers, where we'll live, what the other will do for work, how tight money will be, how soon i can quit my job. i'm trying not to get ahead of myself, but it's what i do. and it's why i'm freaking out before anything has even really happened.
i'll say this, guys: i'm sure glad i bought interview pants last week. |