while reading the old entries that i found, i have concluded that i'm hilarious. seriously. hilarious. in two ways: #1. some of the things i say are really funny and/or ridiculous, causing me to laugh out loud. a large part of that was likely intentional. #2. some of the things i did, situtations i was a part of, are entirely laughable in and of themselves. i.e. over-dramatic, entirely stereotypical, etc. i'm sure this was unintentional, which of course makes it far funnier.
the entries in that zip file span from feb 21, 2003 [my first bloop entry] to jan 3, 2006 [shortly before everything blew up with jeremy]. i haven't read them all [i'm not that bored/pathetic] yet, but i'm certainly working thru them at a reasonable pace. it's so addictive really. a lot of key things happened in that timeframe: meeting ben, becoming closer (and moving in) with katie, 85ish% of college, about a million crushes (some of which i'd completely forgotten), some interesting/terrible dates, losing my virginity, some very intense (and explosive?) friendships.
the only downside is seeing how social i used to be. every entry is about going here or there, doing this or that, with some friend or other. i'm not nearly as social anymore, and that sucks, but it's largely my own fault. i may blame kenora for having little to do [which is true] and being very clique-y [which is also true] but a) i'm the one who chose to live here and b) i certainly haven't been very active in changing my social situation here. but whatever. i'm not dwelling on it. between the fact that i'm not in college anymore, and the fact that i don't mind my hermit tedancies most of the time, i'm pretty over it.
i'm really glad i found these entries. |
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i love looking back at old things like that
it's good to read back on entries. i make myself laugh sometimes too. i love the new colors!!! XD
