the champ goes down like a clown in the second round.

10/17/2009

yesterday was ridiculous. i managed to cry in front of my boss on my 4th day of work. i felt like such an asshole. it was a very overwhelming day, but i was trudging thru it, and then i finally took a lunch break and glenn came to apologize for it being so tough [due to circumstances out of his control, which i understand] and i just started leaking out the eyes while i was eating my apple. ugh.
anyway, my workday finally ended and i was in need of something to do [and something to drink!]. joshua had plans to go to wonderland, so i'd made plans to hang out with zuber. he invited our friend dean and i invited our friend chris, and the 4 of us met downtown at red lobster. endless shimp? epic! our awesome waitress just kept bringing more and more. we had to beg her to stop, and she finally did, after bringing us "just one more round". it was insane. she packed up our leftovers and there were enough for 4 large containers. as always when i'm with those dudes, i had a HILARIOUS time!
that much shrimp has a strange effect on people. it was honestly like we were drunk. "shrimptoxicated" if you will. everything was epically funny, and at times we had trouble co-ordinating our movements. zuber had to lean on me on the train on the way to his place so he wouldn't fall over. it was really really strange.
at zuber's, he and i cuddled up on his bed, talked, dozed, etc. chris and dean got high and played guitar. pretty typical night, i guess. that shrimp did some weird things tho. andrew and i got close to crossing a line that cannot be crossed between us. he's a wonderful friend who means a lot to me, and my boyfriend is a wonderful man whom i love very much. i never want to fuck either of those things up.
dancing on that line may turn out to be a silver lining after all tho, because josh and i seem to back on track sex-wise, after being totally out of sync these last 3-4 weeks. this morning brought some of the most urgent, i-need-to-have-you-now sex we've had in a very long time. we had a great afternoon together today, shopping and hanging out. our cupboards are now stocked, and we've ordered the awesome sofabed-dealie for the office, so any of you bloopies who have called dibs on crashing here will have something other than a floor to sleep on. hoorah!