I want to cry
I want to scream
I hate that Im so afraid of everything
I hate your the one thing I want most in this world
I hate that you let me go before I could say good bye
I wish that you would come back to me
I wish that I was strong enough to let you go
I wish I could believe my own lies, I used to cover up the pain
I need to move on says my head,
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decided says my soul
I envy the way this hasn't affected you at all
I envy her, and the life she took from me
I envy the fact that you don't understand how this feels
I want to hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmere to end
I wish we could go back to the way we were
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change him
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for myself
I hate that you used me
I hate that I gave you something I can never take back
I hate that I wasted my time on you
Im tired of hurting for all the things that were never my fault
Im sorry I wasn't good enough for you
Im sorry I defended you when everyone was right
Im sorry I couldn't make you happy
Funny tho you never said you were sorry
For using me
For hurting me
For cheating on me
But most of all for
Breaking Me |
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