I'm not sure what's wrong with me exactly. Yesterday was a two tranquilizer day, and the panic attacks stayed with me all day. They just kept coming, one after the other. I'm not stressed out about anything, so I'm not sure what the deal is. I just know that I hated it with a bloody passion. I slept nearly the entire day away, two hours here, three hours there, and so on. I finally got up when Corri came home, but even that period of awakeness didn't last me for very long. She sent me to bed around 10 or 10:30pm because I was falling asleep at the computer. It was not a fun time in my house last night.
I haven't even looked at the NoJoMo blog for today so I don't know what the prompt is, but I guess that's okay. The prompt is there when you have nothing to write about, and I've obviously written something. I don't know how much more I'll have to add to this entry, but at least I've written and that's all that really counts.
We got a shut off notice from the electric company, as I've already mentioned, because Al had not been paying the bill. We just didn't have the money. I used the money that I would normally have spent on bills, and that I was planning to spend on Shiloh's surgery to pay half the bill. Al can pay the rest when he gets paid in two weeks. At least they're not going to shut us off now.
I'm torn about whether or not to use the rest to pay my overdraft balance, or just wait until my Social Security check comes in on the third Wednesday to cover that amount. I guess it all depends on what else is planning to come my way between now and then. I really don't want to be without any money for the next three weeks, so maybe I'll just leave it for now. What's the worst they can do? Close out my checking account? I have two others besides that one. Three, actually, maybe four if you count our joint account that we never use. It's not like I'll be without a checking account. I just hate being overdrawn.
Anyway, guess that's it for now. Not much of an entry, but not a lot happened yesterday. Today our water is being shut off between 9-5 and then we have a two day boil order after that. They're working on pipes in the neighborhood. Guess I should shower now, and make sure to wake Al up early.
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