NIghtmare on my street

10/27/2010

You know I am shocked nobody calls me on the fact that I have been a complete bitch lately. Sorry that I am new here and a lot of people aren't gonna know alot of what I am talking about feel free to ask. But I have just been bitchy to so many people. I can't feed into Paula and all he woe is me anymore. Really, who am I to talk but at some point it's just like SHUT UP already. I have sympathy, I do for lots of people and alot of her situation. But she is just SUCH a cry baby with her "oh i don't get involved or poke my nose in anywhere anymore .. " well you shouldn't of done it so much in the first place then maybe the apt complex wouldn't of hated you so much and be trying to evict you JUST on that. I mean it's awful but GET A HINT !! And yesterday with her saying a million times "I took three ativan just to see what would happen" oh big deal i swallow 6 t a time on a bad day NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND YOU KNOW THAT cuz you know how much I TAKE!!! and what did you want to happen!!!??   It's THREE dam ATIVAN if your trying to die REALLY is that what you think is going to do it.. please do not make me try to pity a pathetic suicide cry. I just laughed at her and said 'you'll get a good night sleep" and then with the 'i need to go see a gastro doctor now' OH MY FUCKING GOD!! I literally ignored her.. I mean really the women gets a hiccup and she has a leach in her lungs!! I could have a heart attack and move on more smoothly with my day!!

Sorry do i sound bitch, hell maybe I am. I texted Joelle the other day "are we still going Friday?" she texted me back "where?" I said "taking the kids out trick a treating on main street" yadda yadda yadda (and yes we are) a few texts later she said "i thought you were going to try to convince me to go out with you Fri night"  "NO joelle I am done trying to even bother to get you to go out , besides I don't need you too.. " She needs me to though, she has no other friends to go out with, and she keeps asking and asking me to go to places I don't want to go, and I use to go with her thinking, well give and take, I will go with her places and she will go with me. Clearly that's not that case. So now she can go F herself!! 

I'm just in a horrible mood. LOL. I had nightmares all night, maybe they feel right at home cuz I am being a raving bitch. Even my son said I am mean. He has been destroying all his stuff though, so he deserves my anger as well!! 

I really am very pleasant.. sometimes...........