whats up pussy cat wooaahhohhh

im not the best updaty er everrr...so lifes a little bit different...i started school in feb for my med lab assisting. i pretty much love it doing really well in school, i actually should be studying instead of doing this but im procrastinating.
mom got in engaged in feb, so shes moving out june first. i was supposed to be moving out but i guess im staying to live in this house still with my brother and boyfriend while my dads stays in iraq for another year.
it'll be nice, kinda like our own thing but i dont have to pay out the ass. plus i know im safe here
josh left for the army a month ago, hes in basic now...i still talk to him time to time, he calls whenever he calls his parents and hes written me a few times..its nice to know we can still be good friends after all this time. a little akward, this was supposed to be 'our dream' back whenever we were dating, him going into the army and me staying here to finush up school. funny how things dont turn out? im proud he followed through with what he wanted to do, instead of just partying and hooking up with random girls.
but the choices that hes made have made me look at him differently, and i dont think i could ever return to that, even if i werent with ken.
he had his chance. and though all of that it just works out better if we are just friends.

i went to the beach a few weeks ago, came back with what i thought was just dry skin..oh no iv got ringworm on my leg. fuck me right? my friend came back with scabies from the sand...yah im never going back to daytona...if i go to the beach ill drive the extra 30 minutes to saint augastine...
well i guess thats all for now iv got to study<3 ill try to update some more, more often at lease