I'm always tired.
And I don't just mean -tired of work.
or -tired of school.
or -tired of life's qualms.
I mean tired mentally and tired physically.
My alarm clock has become some hilarious joke.
Like 'you? getting up to function in society?...=a functioning member of society?"
Only, I don't really find it at all funny.
Speaking of a new day, its like I can wake up and have no recollection of yesterday's past. I feel like I am living in my own variation of the Lord of the Flies... My own empty canvas without paint or a brush. I' m t i r e d.
My eyes burn.
I would do anything for a sense of normality again.
I would do anything for a sense of motivation again.
Tomorrow... |
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