Weight: 138.2
Goal: 135 130 125 120 =less and less
I am such a fucking fatass. I had four cookies today, made calorie intake massive as a result. I had cucumbers with 25 calorie dressing on it for dinner to try to fix the damage. I am going on a junk food detox starting tomorrow. No junk food allowed, the only exception being if I'm with someone who got me something and there's no way out. That probably won't happen though because noone is going to give food to someone as fat as me. I wish I could convince myself that I was curvy and not a blob but its too late now. The ed is back and I need to be the skinniest I can get. I don't even care if I look bad thinner. I just have to disappear. |
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