 a little quiet time
So I finally have some quiet time in the house. By this I mean that everyone has gone to play laser tag and I really didn't want to go. So that leaves me here by myself and that is an amazing feeling after all the craziness.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about myself in these past few weeks and I have finally decided what I am going to do. Now, I am not going to write about that at this time because I want it to be final before I tell everyone. But my family and I are all convinced that this is going to be a good thing.
That being said, I have also realized that when our parents said that those people who were our friends in high school might not be there when we are out, well, they were right. I miss those friends terribly, but I also realize that people drift apart. I hope that we can all still talk and get together and have some fun, but at this point I'm not sure it will happen. I have done some things that they do not agree with and they have done their share that I don't agree with as well, but maybe it will be a good thing. Now this isn't saying I don't want to talk/see them anymore, I really wish I could. But as hard as I have tried, none of them seem to care. So in the end, this is how it has to be.
What else? Oh yeah, two of my friends in the Marines are home until the beginning of January. I was so happy to see them both and I will be sad once they leave but that's how it always goes. I have been hanging out with them as much as possible and it has been such a good time. Plus, I reconnected with someone who I stopped talking to in high school and made some new friends along the way. I can say that these people put me in the best mood when I hang out with them.
My mom and I have been getting along a lot better these days. I try to see her whenever I can and I miss living there but in all honesty I think this was the best. I have also noticed that since I moved out, our entire family has been getting along better. There are no fights between sisters and there is no more tension at family events. That is definitly a good thing!
Well, I guess that is all I really had to say. I am sure, however, that more will be up here. Right now, I am going to sit back and play the cards life hands to me. I hope that I have become smart enough in the last year to make some changes.
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I hope everything works out for you. I know that we still need to get together and talk. I have just been busy.