now i can't stop

It's been awhile since I last wrote. This is only because I have had some things that I've had to figure out and get through. So with that said, here is the latest entry.

There are things in this life that make sense and even more that don't. Lately I have been trying to deal with those that don't make sense. I have people to talk to and help me try and make sense of everything, but I have realized that the only person I can trust entirely is myself. This provides a challenge for me because I thought I had those few people I could trust, when in reality, that was only a vision that I made myself believe. I have also realized that I have changed greatly and I have done a lot of growing up. There are things that I have done that I do regret and even though I know I cannot change them, I still believe that everyone deserves a second chance. There are some things that I know I should give up on, yet I can't seem to let go. I know that it would be best if I did, but something is different this time around. I feel it deep down that this is more than anything before. I guess I will just have to wait and see.