i find it strange when i look back on my life that i am in the position i am in now
what would you do to stay with the person you love? what would you put up with?
Will and i are currently without a home. everything we own and hold dear to us in a shed under the care of people we dont even know people that when it came down to it could care less for everything sheltered in that shed.
when i told my mom she told me i could always come home anytime i wanted but there was no way i was going to leave will alone. its not like she doesnt like will but she has her reasons. will kept telling me that i should take her offer but i couldnt just leave him. i didnt know what to do, luckly his very unhelpful mother took her heart out of the freezer and acctuly let us stay but even though she said we could she would complain and give us looks like she is discusted by us so we figure if we come in when shes asleep and leave before she gets up we would be good and it wouldnt be that hard because she goes to bed at 1 and sleeps till 3ish. will dropped me off at my mothers house today even though i didnt want to go but we dont have enough money to feed us both and that makes it hard to take care of my diabetes but at least at my moms we both can eat and he would come see me everyday so ill at least know that when hes here my mom will make him have something before he leaves im just scared though hes the type of guy that would do anything if it was better for me so im afraid he might not come back hes constently telling me to run while i still can because he knows without him i wouldnt be in this siduation i would live with my mom and always have food and a place to sleep but i would rather live in the truck and eat ramen noodels as long as i didnt have to go to bed with out him but tonight i will have to do that but he promised hed come back tomorrow so im going to hope that he will im going to miss him though and maybe i can ask my mom to let me take some food so i wont have to leave him again we only have to hold out until the fifth then we will have a place to stay hes left me for my own good before though so i guess ill i can do is wait and see |
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