Tonight I told my son to gtfo of my house and find someplace else to live. He was out at the time, having gone for a walk to 'cool off.' We had been arguing because he wanted to spend the night out and he wouldn't take no for an answer. The last straw was when he texted me that he called CYF or CPS or whatever it's called here. His one friend Nick has like a permanent worker or whatever (I think due to his truancy shit) and I guess he called her? She said we need counseling - and that she agreed a 'cooling off period' for tonight was a good idea... So he was getting his fucking way in the end!!!
He went to that length to get his fucking way. Are you kidding me? I told him to come get his shit, leave the phone, find somewhere else to live. I am done. He is a brat and a manipulative con man just like his father. I want to punch the shit out of him.
Makes me angry that CJ has a family here for him but he always choses to shaft us, and here are two kids who probably wish for something like that. Made me want to take in every stray kid : (
Especially since my chances are slimmer by the month that I will ever get pregnant again. I think that makes me sadder, knowing I have only one kid and it is not the relationship I dream of having with my child. I may never get to have another child to develop a relationship with. My period is all wacky, I thought it was settling, I thought I was ovulating a little early, but then it dropped on me. Ugh. Life is shit at the moment. |
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