Ahhh Tuesday. Today I have a gyno appointment, which I tried to get out of, as I am STILL bleeding and just did not feel up to going to... They apparently want to still see me *sigh* Not in the mood to make sure I have a clean outfit that I actually want to wear, shave my legs and other bits, make sure am plucked, groomed, fresh, and smiling. Plus my nails are awful. I had them done before vacation, and not since, save for one which broke so badly I was in pain for 2 days before getting it repaired. Needless to say, they have chunks missing and are all cracked, etc. I just can't afford to get them done, or even removed.
I was informed yesterday morning that we are about $200 short on finances for the month. Actually, 300, his lawyer needs to be paid as well, but I have $100 of birthday money I will be donating to the pot. So I won't be getting my keyboard anytime soon, but at least it will help. I think I will be trying to get a title loan on my car, if I can...
And so what is the deal with people and technology these days? So it used to be that you'd at least get a call for your birthday from family. Then I started to just get texts. This year, my sister only posted on my Facebook. Wtf?! I am really tired of her... When my mom was here for Thanksgiving, she asked what thought of my sister being pregnant again, and I gave her my honest opinion... She seemed to agree with much of what I said... Brian is also sick of her, and he thinks she is completely self-centered, like if it isn't all about her, she's not interested. I think there is some truth to that. I think, in part, that is why she indo in love with the internet. She has all of these people on her FB, and she doesn't know one of them IRL, and she divulges heaps of her personal shit on there. It is just creepy. Says the chick writing a diary for intones people to read at will... *sigh* I guess I am a hypocrite. It feels different to me, I guess, for various reasons I can't explain well at the moment.
Okay, time to go for now... |
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