i've grown tired of this body;

12/22/2009

cumbersome & heavy body.

only four more days until christmas now.
my shopping is done, i just have to wrap two presents.
it doesnt feel like christmas.
still no snow on the ground,
if we don't get any soon,
my little heart will break.

went to see matthew good last week.
i hardly remember anything, aside from the fact it was amazing.
mother mother opened for him
& i met them after & got their autographs.
two of my favorite bands in one show.
both whom i had never seen live before.

nothing is as good as live music.

going to buy myself a new turn table with my christmas bonus.
i put most of it towards my debt,
but i saved some for myself.

not sure what else to say.
i need to write.
need to explore.
need to clean out my thoughts.

it just seems i don't have the time.

i'm surprised i haven't mentioned yet about mike.
we've been seeing each other for just over a month.
he makes me smile.
he is so nice to me, i don't know how to handle it.
he reminds me of joel to a certain degree,
but i'm trying to ignore that, and focus on the good things.

he treats me better than joel ever did.
which is sad, considering i was going to marry him.

anyways,
i'll hopefully update soon with something of substance.

wishing you all a safe & happy holiday.

xoxo.