but they know it was good.
stars just makes my life better.
music makes my life better in general.
so, that friend I've been having all these issues with
decided that instead of talking to be about being upset with me,
it would be better to just delete me on facebook.
I know its just facebook, but honestly.
I was supposidly her best friend.
& I know she did it to hurt me.
& it did. I've deleted her number, and contact info.
I am always the one to crawl back & apologize
for things that aren't even my fault.
and I just, can't anymore.
I feel bad about it every day, but.
I just don't need someone like that in my life.
I need to break up with mike,
I just don't feel it anymore.
but I just can't get the courage to do it.
I need to make alot of changes.
I need to write again,
so I can learn to feel again.
montreal & baltimore were amazing.
it was a great vacation.
& I am for sure moving to montreal.
the air there just feels right.
anyways,
my phone is overheating,
so I better stop before it melts.
xoxox |