we're feeling great tonight.
february is over.
how the heck did that happen?
update on my flashing lights?
(every time i say that i want to start singing kanye...)
ANYWAYS!
went to see the neuro-opthamologist on monday.
said it could be a long list of things causing this
so i went for bloodwork & have to do an MRI.
which im not looking forward to.
im really claustrophobic. & im worried.
but i guess, if i need it done, i have to.
im going to ask them to sedate me.
he said its not a brain tumour.
well, not to freak out that it is anyways.
its hard not to worry.
had a major melt-down yesterday infront of my parents.
missing time from work = less money = no money.
i hate paying rent.
i hate paying bills.
i hate that i have no mary jane.
i hate that i want to have some.
i need to quit.
& i am.
ive made plans.
april 20, 2009.
i really hope i stick to it.
i really hope i feel better after i do.
nothing else to update on.
going shopping in toronto today 
though, im broke.
but its okay.
i need the city air. |
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it's finally over. it felt like february took forever to end.
they have open MRIs. And it's not your whole body that's in it for brain mri's. It's just up to your shoulders. The rest of you is out of the machine. I've had 3 of em and I was worried, but it's okay. The only thing you need to do is to make sure to stay still. They'll have you strip down waist up and make sure you take off all your metal jewelry, dress you in a hospital gown, lie you down on this board type thing, maybe offer you some headphones so you don't have to listen to the noises from the mri, close this little football helmet looking thing around your head that has the cameras in it and let you chill for a half hour just getting the MRI done. You'll be okay!!!!!!!
