what might have been lost;

09/22/2010

don't bother me.

its amazing.
we spend our lives
searching for a way to feel alive.
the ledge is tempting.
it is calling my name.
fly to freedom.
soar.
to the end.
we betray our friends,
our families.
for the sake of pleasure.
what drives the human soul?
what keeps the electric current firing?
until the day we cease operations.
desire?
every human has the affliction of desire.
give us pity.
for we are born, to live, to die.
we are born with the end in sight.
why the fuck do we waste so much time?
we pray for life.
& as it now stands,
our prayers are still answered.
we live to feel
our hearts break
our minds overload
our first loves.
we live,
because feeling makes us real.

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I am doing work for a writing class,
and I came across that from last year.
for some reason, it really resonated with me right now,
so I posted it.
things are things.
what is the point in complaining?

bon iver is fanfuckingtastic.

I thinnnnnnnnnk,
things are looking good.



xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo