when i pick up the phone, babe;

03/11/2009

there'll still be nobody home..


woke up on monday with a huge blind spot in my right eye.
paniced & went to the doctor.

i got my mri results.
thankfully, my brain is perfect.
well.. clinically anyways.

thats a relief.
the blind spot in my right eye is over twice the size of the one in my left.
which he said may just be my normal blind spot.
so,
my eyes are just trying to do me in.

i have to have an angiography of my eyes done.
to check the circulation.
if the pressure looks too high in my head,
i have to get a spinal tap done.

please pray i dont.
im so tired of seeing drs. about this,
i just wish it would all go away.

i had to go to my family dr today,
to get a referral to a neurologist about my migraines.
they will probably tell me everything i have already heard.
but apparently i should have seen one a long time ago.

so. whats one more doctor.

i need new glasses so bad,
but am not allowed to get them until this is all sorted out.

the angiography isnt until april 9th.
so ill be blind until at least may i would guess.


such is my stupid life.

the flashing lights still come & go.
so do the stabbing pains.
i guess i just have to get used to it.



in good news,
17 more days until vacation.
& boy oh boy.
do i need one.