you look so worn, so thin.
did i already post about how wonderful first aid kit is?
really amazing music, folkish. but wonderful.
it is so cold in the office today!
hokey toledo.
whats new, whats new.
my love for the blue jays has been rekindled.
pretty sure i'm going to want to go every weekend they're home.
i got a bicycle!
it's wonderful.
hoping that it helps me get back in shape.
there is one hill down by the bay, that kicks my butt every time.
but i keep making it further up before i have to stop.
so when i make it to the top, i'll know i'm accomplishing something.
its so nice to ride with the wind through your hair on a warm day.
i've taken to riding every where, instead of taking the bus or walking.
so much faster & just nice.
i just havent figured out where to keep my bike at work yet,
but once i do, i'll be riding here too.
i dont know why i waited so long to get one.
went to niagara falls on saturday for the afternoon,
it was super nice out & just a nice day for a walk.
dave & i decided to go into one of the mazes,
took us 14 minutes.
ha. i think it was more geared towards children.
stopped at sugar mountain.
how much do i love rope licorice?
& charleston chews?
been thinking i should attempt a chocolate chip cookie,
with chunks of charleston chew in it.
maybe maybe.
its been a long time since i've written anything,
and i really need to get back into it.
it helps centre me.
helps me get things out of my head,
that don't always make sense,
but it feels better to get them out.
i dont know why i go through so many phases.
of writing & then not writing.
even if what i'm writing is pointless,
it just feels good.
sighhhh. sometimes its just like i have no time for myself.
i live alone, and yet, i don't ever really seem to be alone.
& if i am, i'm exhausted.
hoping that now that i have a bike, and it gives me a bit of freedom,
i can ride to the bay & camp out on the rocks & write like i used to.
i think my apartment is kind of un-inspiring.
i've lived there a year now & it's not organized the way i want.
i still havent painted, and i think that's holding me back.
something about colours on the walls makes me want to get up & do things.
my goal is to have things painted by the end of june/beginning of july.
then i can get started on my quilt(s).
i have to make one for my friend for christmas.
which i know is months & months away, but.
i need to make one for myself first,
and i think it's going to take forever.
the boss is away, so i think i may work on it today.
have to map things out on the computer,
see where things should go.
anyways, i've rambled enough.
love you all.
xoxox. |