you're on a different road;

06/19/2013

i'm in the milky way.

biggest sigh of my life.
david & i broke up.
i know we've had our offs & ons,
and our fair share of fights.
but, it's officially over this time.
and my heart feels sad.

i brought it up,
but it was a mutual decision.
he said he had been thinking about things too,
just could have never brought them up.

we're just. in two totally different places.
we've both changed a lot since we started dating.
and i just don't think we click like we used to.
david still has a lot of growing up to do.
i dont mean that in a condescending way, at all.
he just has, a lot of things to figure out.
things, that. i figured out a long time ago.

i want to get married.
i want to settle down, and start a life with someone.
and he just, doesn't know if he even wants that.
we were together for almost three years.
and i just, feel like.
after that amount of time, you should know.
and, he didn't.
and i guess, i didn't. at least. about him.

it's just really hard to leave someone
when you still really love them.
it would be ten thousand times easier if i hated him.
maybe.
but, i do want nothing but the best for him.
i want him to be, so happy.
it just really sucks it won't be with me.
but, in the end.
i think we made the right choice.

down the line, though everyone says this.
i really think we will be friends.
maybe not like we were before, but.
friends of some sort.


anyways.
that's probably it for now.

xoxox.