when its right.
had my mri today.
i had to lay in that machine for well over an hour.
something was digging into my head.
they didnt have to sedate me.
thank goodness.
i prayed for peace & it worked.
time to reconsider the paths i chose to walk down.
i almost paniced (sp?) near the end & pressed the button.
but i just held on.
i didnt want to have to do it all over again.
i had to get contrast,
because the doctor saw something he wanted to see better.
hopefully its nothing.
fingers crossed.
results in a week.
im really glad thats over with.
i dont want to ever have to do one again.
ryan leads me on & then runs away.
i do not understand him at all.
its his birthday tomorrow,
but ive decided im not going.
its going to be all these girls,
annoying me.
probably its just jealousy.
but. i dont know.
if you dont want me,
then just say so.
but stop pouncing on my every chance you get.
i hate men.
& i need drugs. |