i don't wanna grow up

well.. my plan today is strictly business. I am heading to the mall and such to look for jobs and turn in applications. It is my least favorite thing to do ... but i guess it has to be done. Hopefully I can find some decent job with flexible hours. I really need to visit some more graduate schools and it is hard to do that with a job that doesn't let you take any time off. When I first moved home I planned on getting a job that would correspond to my major (speech therapy) like a teachers aid in a special education classroom or at a preschool. BUT like a lot of things.. it just didn't turn out that way. Jobs are scarce anyway -- even when you have a bachelor degree. Sooo I have to settle for another retail job. It's not terrible.. I actually like working retail. I like talking to people and selling things that I'm passionate about (like clothes or shoes ). and I'm really good at it. but.. I just dont want to. ha. I wish I could get paid for sitting at home all day..

Actually I babysit every Thursday night and all day Saturday. I end up making $100 a week... I get paid $10 and hour for two ...sometimes three.. children. However, that is def not enough to pay off credit cards.. student loans... and save up for grad school. Plus any extras that I need money for like Christmas and Birthday presents.


Welll.. wish me luck. Hopefully I find a fairly decent job today!


Thanks for reading

Chrissy