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You know when you have one of those moments when you've figured out so much about yourself by talking to yourself then you would have had talking to another person? Well yeah, I had one of those like the day my boyfriend went out the window. For one, I wasn't really happy with the realationship because of the 3 hour drive that was having to be made for us to be together. Second, we just didn't "click" on the level I wanted us to. I mean sure, he's making something out of his self. He is a college student and has a great job, and is faithful, but it's just something I felt like I wasn't getting out of the relationship. He's a nice person..it's just something..idk wat...but something that I wanted and he wasn't providing. So my moment I had by talking it out to myself? I'm horrible at manogomy(sp?), a couple "friends" in my area is as good as a relationship I wanna get. And I really should invest in a vibrator, dildo, and porn. Yup...
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