If she goes, then that's it. I don't want to be in love anymore. What's the point of being in love when you're both still alone? It hurts too bad.
I am kind of hoping she does go. I can't keep living like this. I haven't actually eaten a meal in weeks. I throw up nothing, multiple times a day. This is torture.
I always wanted love but now I found it and I want it to disappear. |