You're not really insane if you recognize that you are

09/09/2015

Dinner smells good tonight. I wonder if I'll eat it. I'm not hungry. But it smells good... I guess I won't know until it's in front of me.
I wonder when I'll get my appetite back. What if it never comes back? What if I just whither away to nothing?
They'll notice eventually. So far she's the only one that's noticed. We were laying in her bed and she looked at my legs and said "Have you lost weight? You look tiny"
I have lost weight. I'm not trying to, I just can't eat.
When is the last time I've eaten?

I'm not crazy.