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Emotional Tautology
by Chapter Finished

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Morning Thoughts (January 3rd, 2009)

01/03/2009

1. The things you’re grateful to have
Ryan. Mom's car. Food. Money. Pills. Sunshine. Kitties. My parents. Chocolate. Tea. Internet.

2. The things you’re grateful NOT to have
My own car. STDs. A cardboard box on Bank Street. More snow. Anywhere to go.

3. What you don’t like about yourself
I'm too isolated.

4. How you can change what you don’t like about yourself
I'm talking to people more, even though it's involving some negative feedback about the repercussions of stopping communication to begin with. I'm going to school. I'm going to attend more activities as health permits. I'm trying not to spend so much time on the computer.

5. Your greatest qualities
I am sweet. I am loving. I am a half decent cook, actually. I'm relatively handy with my, er, hands.

6. Your life goals
I want to be a person of honour. I want to be debt free. I want my own house. I want children. I want to be a respected member of the community. I want to be a worthy role model. I want to speak with my hands. I want to be well.

7. How yesterday’s problems are today’s motivation
I'm just so sick of being sick, so I'm dragging my lame butt around and doing things. I'm internalizing what people said to me yesterday, and trying to apply it impartially, because bleeding everywhere isn't going to solve anything.

8. What you want to do today
I want to wash the kitchen some. I want to try to get to bed at a reasonable time. I want to make soup, I think. I want to put my computer chair together. I want to do some pilates or something.

9. How you can make someone else’s day a little brighter
I'm going to be around if Ari needs me, because I'm sure she had a hard night.

10. You only have one life
But it's a good one, if you want it to be.

previous entry: Blessings, Boasts and Thoughts (January 2nd, 2009)

next entry: Blessings, Boasts and Thoughts (January 5th, 2009)

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