Morning Thoughts (January 9th, 2009)

01/09/2009

1. The things you’re grateful to have
Access to a car, right this second. Potentially access to another car. Breakfast in my tummy. Meds. Something constructive to do. Sunshine. Fun. Some sleep anyway.

2. The things you’re grateful NOT to have
An accident. Tickets. Panic attacks. An infection in my leg (I hope...). Access to a gun.

3. What you don’t like about yourself
My insane stimulation addiction.

4. How you can change what you don’t like about yourself
I suppose, working up to longer periods of non-stimulus. I'd eventually like to be able to eat dinner at the table, without needing either a computer or TV on. Or even a book. *twitch*

5. Your greatest qualities
I can be patient. I'm truly gifted with kids. I'm passionate. I'm fair and balanced (truly, and not in the fox news way). I'm stubborn.

6. Your life goals
Be a worthy person. Live by my ideals. Have and be a sanctuary for others. RV. Have a home. With a hedge maze. Be financially stable. Be emotionally stable. To grow up just enough that I stop needing my parents to cover for me, but not enough that I get stodgy and shallow.

7. How yesterday’s problems are today’s motivation
Well... I'm going to figure out how to survive without buses, because I'm going to spite them. It would be great if I could find a way to afford a car of my own, but it's more likely to involve me getting in decent shape. *laugh*

8. What you want to do today
I need to write the feds. I need to orchestrate all the everyone's running around, not because it's my responsibility, but because if I don't it won't get done. I need to spend loads of time with Cam, because who knows when I'll see him again! I need to spend quality time with the kitties. I need to finish cleaning the kitchen. I need to eat. I want to talk to people. I WANT to sleep in my bed.

9. How you can make someone else’s day a little brighter
I'm going to tell Cam how clever he is, and play with him loads. He's so easy to please.

10. You only have one life
And it's a good life, if you don't weaken.